heart of the stronghold

:: Monday, April 17, 2006 ::

have u ever wondered how much can u take before u let all your ego out?? or like when will u put your foot down and say "thats the final straw!!! i wont take it anymore??".. ttx said that my ego was v.low... or even no ego... but is that good??? like wheres the backbone of a man in me...

why do keep going back knowing that you dont want my help... why do i stick my hand out knowing that it will be hacked and pushed away... why do i wanna help so much even sacrificing a friend that was close for you when you dont even want to acknowledge this friendship anymore... you kept insisting that i'm seeing her.. and she is not even with me!!!! she's like schooling so far and worst of all!!! she's your good friend!!! she cares for u Too!!!! why????? i did not belive that u were spiking me and i'm still in doubt... i will not belive that u will spike me... but my heart breaks seeing wat u've done... do u really hate me so much??? so if its me that u hate den why do u hurt yourself??? is that the best way to get back at me??? u know that he's attached.. u know he will manipulate you... we've been a victim... and so wat if u accept his "love".. u know that he should not in the first place... by "loving" him back... u're actually supporting his past manipulation acts..

u say that i dont care... yes!!! u're right... i dont care if i get hurt anymore.. pls... dont get any closer to him... leave him... there are many others out ther... u dont need to force yourself... pls... haiz... i even promised to not talk to her.. to never meet her.. i'll even vanish so that u will never feel hurt by me if ever there shall be any chance.... there wont... but pls... i just need you to stop going closer to him... pls???

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