MARCIA= the baby i dont have... haha... yesterday, fought with nani over her... gosh, didnt even know how into that situation haha;... nani sorry... but marcia needs a real man... haha... haiz.. now nothing to do.. also dont know wat to do.. later gotta go and be the official for some captain ball challenge... whahah... freeloading off the free excess lab.. but cant play dota.. arrrghhh yawnz... i want to be in the DRAGONBOAT TEAM!!!!!!! wahhahahahaah sorry bloggie.. me no time to blog... hmmm... damned.. dengling is like bloody next to me now lar... shit.. next time ten blog somemore.. whahaha

hey.. wassup man, competition's comin and we're still not ready yet.. haiz.. kinda rough day today for training coordination on land... seniors jia you... its alright.. i think u all did great man... NYP ALL OUT!!!!!! hahaah.... excieted abt the race.. wahahaha

awwhhhh... didnt have time to blog.. my life is like, training, study, training, more study, church and more training, BB and more training... sorry my blog.. haha... yeah... so, welcome to my life... training training training training... =) yawnz... maybe its a wrong time to blog.. coz i dont feel like blogging... but blogged for the sake of blogging... hmmm...

didnt go school today... got fever, and eye infection... but didnt get a chance to go online too... geez... boring, spent whole day doing nothing but push ups .... yawnz... kk sleeping time... =)

haiz... dunno wats wrong with this blog man... just cant seem to post any pictures!!!! arrghhhh (macho claps) *angrily*

yeah!!!! ICA oral com finally over... by the way... wat ever i shared was onli half true ok?? hahaha.... but was glad that it sounded convincing... sheesh, kah hui, your sharing really rocked my emotions man.. luckily u never go on or i would cry lar.... but wat u say is really true... we should charis the friends we have coz u never know when u are gonna lose them... wah... everybody suddenly look so glamourous today... whahahaha.... sw so sexy u look like whooooo!!!!!!!

The best way to stay awake is to not pay attention!!!!!
and its widely agreeable by the dudes and dudettes in the class...
the lectural's voice was like a lullaby... only that theres no melody... whahaha

now in computer lab....
sitting moments away from my ica later..
very nervous...
everyone wearing formal wear...
we've go car salesman(dengling), CEO(marcia), principal(jeslyn)and many more...
gosh... we also got a drunk desperado (ardvin) wahahahaha hmmm, i think i still look a little hip-hop after desperate efforts to look formal still...

oh man, the room is cold... now trying out fronpage... dunno wat to do...

haha... almost kana 50puss-up by coach for not bring water bottle botter -_-"... i didnt knew that indoor was so damn near from the SDBA lar!!! haha.. it onli took me 5 mins to get there by foot... and yar.. today i had rowing again!!! yea!!! i gonna have rowing ever sat and sun!!! and like i said:" rowing is the best thing that ever happened to me ever since i came to NYP lar!!!" haha and because of that line, i "earned" "points" with my dragon boat female team seniors... wahahahaha

ouch... my face feels a lil burn and my but is super pain man... hahaha poor taufik(my senior) he already had blisters on his butt from rowing lar!!! hahaha.. of well... shucks man... ICA for oral come gonna come.. have not start anything on it yet... wonder wat to do... lol

hmmm.. today i was sitting down in the bus i realised two revelutionary get rich scheme.. whaha... 1# to make cool clothes for ppl without cool figure... 2# to popularise hairstyles that are not taken over from celebrities... hmmm can it ever be done? i wonder.. haha..

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that YOU MEANT IT,
THAT YOU MEANT IT!!!!!!
and I knew,
that you meant it,
you meant it........

Tomorrow morning if you wake
up and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here

I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
I will be here

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here

I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
Oh, I will be here

wahh shiok man today was abs enduerence training... man, the coach sure did have loads of ways to make the abs strain man... wahahah... now its like all over aching lar... wahaha... oh and pls.. i really did not felt my lower abs.. really, i tried my best but just did not felt it.. instead, it was my tigh lar.. haha den he like made fun of me: "pls make sure that its the correct muscle unlike somebody there" but its ok.. i understand now.. haiz

geez.. i was late yesterday... hmmm its so unfair.. i came in only two minutes after the bloody grace period lar... wats the big deal.. anyway she was still marking attendence lor... so wat the big idea man... sheesh... there goes one demerit point i guess.. haha... well who's gain for MI3????? come'on... the last show really suck lar.. haha this time watch something better lar... Ooo yea.. wah.. i really need to run much more man... i slacked for half a week and i'm so off-form today lar... hmmm maybe also due to the big blister under my feet today ah.. haha geez, shant play soccer at the basketball court anymore...

thanks.. i think i'm able to move on now.. its a new chapter that i have to face... and i definitely need lots of grace for the past few chapters on my life..

i suddenly lost the meaning of the letter 'A' in my life.. coz 'A' used to stand for Aaron.. but den.. it did not really equate for a while... it did not stand for Aaron.. it stand for somone else... coz when ever the letter 'A' comes to my mind.. i can only write that name.. that hauted my mind... yes, its tragic.. but still, it occured.. as much as she dont want it, i dont want it too....

thankfully, i have this place to pour out these torns that pricked my heart... anyway.. as painfull as it is, that was the past... its long forgotten i hope... i need this strength to overcome this stagnent stage... gosh, i felt like i have not grown at all!!! it feels like i'm stuck hoping for the fantesy to happen... but thats soo damned loser'ish...

i need you lord... i really need u... u're the one who delivered me from my exams, from my heart breaks, u're the one who have shown me numerous financial breakthrough.. pls lord.. this is the most painful crush that i have.. i need u to take it off me... i dont want this.. pls... i had enough!!!!! who can love me without any condition... who would lay his life down for me.. who would disociate himself from a high class company just to save a low class person like me??? who would take all my shame and counted it upon himself!!!! c'mon... jesus... pls, take this THORN out of my heart and fill me with u lord...

where are those days where i flowed so well with u?? i want it back so badly.. coz i felt so invulnerable back then for u were with me... i did not had to seek love anywhere else.. but why am i so hungry for it now??? i dont wanna be a sucker for love... i want u lord!!! i want u....

BRING IT ON... let me be yours!!!!!

arrghhhh my foot just lost one big piece of skin!!!! damned gonna meant that i cant ran for a while now... hmmmm so if today is going to the last day how am i gonna live it... sheesh never thought of that.. haha...

wah lao... wat ever u do, dont ever go watch "when stranger calls" its a complete total waste of time lar!!!!! its sooo draggy... with the time spent watching on it, i bet tom cruise could have done a better job... hmm steven curtis chapman... wow.. he's definitely a new eye opener manz... seriously lar... haha...

haiz.. dunno lar.. sorry TTX i dont know wats wrong.. kinda lost the tolerant side of me... i hope u understand but if u dont i wont blame u... anyway, i was kinda insensitive to something that u belive so strongly in.. i should have spare some respect for your views.. sorry... come to think about it, i would have also been really pissed off if someone said something bad just because he stopped beliving in it... sorry... perhaps i need to find a space where i can really grow.. i feel that i've really been a failure in that area... and have been more an more disappointed ever since... worst still i dont want them to suffer under somebody who do not even wanna be there... u're good at it.. i dont think i am... maybe one day i might be better at BB"ing... and i will definitely belive in it again... TINGZ.. thanks for understanding =)

WoooHOOOOOOo finally i can come online... geez backz from TFC3 man.. that was the wildest adventure i ever had lar... thanks the to six amigos (kai, philias, randall, sunny and crazy june's bf) whahaha... man the jungle bashing was insane lar.. it was as if adventure is never complete without going through wat the six amigos went through lar!!! haha we had lots of fun really.. haha

Lord i thank you, for your sacrife!!!
yes Lord i thank you,
you are the giver of my life!!!
oh Lord i praise you, i honour you!!!

Lord i love you, my exceeding great reward,
oh yes Lord i exalt you,
you are high and lifted up,
oh Lord i praise you, i honour you!!!

i honour you...

2006, Ronnie Lew, New Creation Church®

aaron
12 september 1989
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boys brigade
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rollerbladder??!


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Great Body (abs!!!)
Get bitten by a spider
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