:: Friday, January 26, 2007 ::
nothing really matters anymore...
dont give a *hoot*
just walking away now...
its funny how boybands can satisfy emo'ness...
listening to "no more" by A1
like the part where it goes "i'v got one foot out the door, i don want to hear about him no more "
its like nothing is invarient anymore.. wadever...
lets talk about something else now..
was in the bus.. thinking of stuff... does the weather play apart for good day to come true?
or mood plays a big part?
hah.. saw some jc ppl in the bus just now..
phew i was glad i wasnt in their shoes.. dunno why...
alright... the real stuff starts now!!!!
i dont know what to say... she's still here inside my heart...
its funny...
i saw an old couple going up the bus today...
its like i realised... love aint abt giving rings and presents...
but being there when all glory's gone...
like just to grow old with each other...
i think thats what i want... to grow old with you...
to take care of you..
to hold your hands in all walks u'll be in...
to sit down at the park and watch the grand children running all over the place...
haha.... silly me...
macho claps
11:13 PM
:: Monday, January 22, 2007 ::
arghh.. time now, 0945, lesson starts at 1000...
wadever...
why do things have to get soo uncomfortable as it gets brighter..
just wished that things can go back to the start,
like the way it first began...
the first encounter we had..
the first words you said..
the first love you gave..
the first promises you made..
and most of all... (you know)
=) TAKE ME BACK TO THE START>>>
macho claps
9:45 AM
:: Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ::
Do you remember in kindergarten,how you'd meet a kid, and know nothing about them, then 10 seconds later you'd be playing like you were best friends, because you didn't have to be anyone but yourself?
well.. talking to you feels like that =)
macho claps
10:02 PM
:: Monday, January 15, 2007 ::
Stranger to myself: so hows your day?
Myself: hmmm alright...
Guess its a matter of time gal.. its going down.. sorry babe.. just not the time for you, and for me...
i dont know how to put this in words... but i never once said anything without meaning it over the phone...
wats charms me more than angel is u are....
i cant let that go on anymore..
i cant drown in you anymore...
not for you, not for me...
its painful for my flesh... but i gotta do it.. not living in my flesh anymore.. but throught the spirit... i know i was wrong.. but its so hard to get outta it...
"the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak"
you make me weak girl (i love it) , but that aint good for any of us...
forgive me for not telling u on the phone...
maybe someday it'll come...
i'll be missing out on my sugar.. coz i have diabeties if u havent noticed..
rmb: "wounds of a diabetic dont heal that soon"
-> infact, it might never heal..
so baby, careful where u spill your sugar...
you always sound soooo sweet....
u're right, this aint the season..
and now.. i really know...
(10-15 yrs time?)
i dont know....
;-) smiles always.....
macho claps
11:27 PM
:: Friday, January 12, 2007 ::
i was lofting ard on blogs and i came across one kinda interesting entry..
she says ten ways that you can be sure that a girl (maybe her onli) is comfortabe around you..
#1. she actually eats infront of you (not nibble. and talk with her mouth full)
#2. she hits you (i get that alot though)
#3. makes fun of you infront of you
#4. becomes extremely silly when you're around (but it think thats cute)
#5. can have un-awkard silence that goes one forever (my personal favourite though)
#6. lets you see her without make-up/not dressed up/messed up hair (u still look pretty though)
#7. shows you her bad mood (thats what i'm here for)
#8. sings when you're around
#9. knows how horrible she is as a person (trust me gal, i'm far worst)
#10. am not nice to you (having you nice to me was never my object)
some ways you know you're more than a friend
#1. i talk to you on the phone at really odd hrs
#2. i sing (with an ugly face/emo voice)
#3. i do really unadequet stuff that i dont dare to mention over here
#4. when we dont talk but gets messages accross
#5. tell you stuff that onli you know (usually you'll be shocked)
#6. tells you that you are special..
STRANGER TO HIMSELF: what are you doing? dont hurt yourself k?
HIMSELF TO STRANGER: but it feels like a relief.... help me...
macho claps
8:11 PM
its sooooo long since i blogged.... maybe its true.. this place is meant for entries with emo'ed flavours...
oh well... i really dont know wat to say... things are all happening in such a... GRRR dont know wat to say... oh well...
i'm happy...
yupp.. thats true though....
i'm also feeling a sting of uncertainty... but i'm feeling so sure that everythings all "divinly-sorted" in the hands of those that were peirced for my sake...
but i'll still smile.. cause i know u are with me...
let me loose everything but you daddy =)
you're just all i need...
macho claps
12:27 AM