heart of the stronghold

:: Friday, February 23, 2007 ::

dammit... hit me before i knew it...

... hit me again...

i get up

...hit me harder once more...

wasted my time, get out of my life, get out of my face,
best of all, get out of my sight...

it stinks... no doubt.. well it doesnt really matters..
cause if thats how its gonna be.. den let it lie..
shant put anything there den..

i'm done with it anyway...
just wasted more time thats all...
why do i even bother...

macho claps
9:46 PM

:: Monday, February 19, 2007 ::

"how can something so right be soo wrong"
ever heard of this catch phrase?
yea, not only heard of it, its seaping right into my live

i asked myself, what is the ONE thing that i put first in my life,
the answer would be the one politicaly-right-undeniable-role-model one

but if i take that away and assume all laws being lifted up,
going beyond my wildest and most secret desire, i've un-becomed the person i percieved i am...

i start to wonder, am i correct about the way i feel?
could it be just me?
is the sitaution really what i thought it was?
how many times have you been betrayed by it...
why do u keep giving it another chance?
what do you really want?

and i think i'm still right...
YES
Y E S
Y E S

u're the one i've decided on.. u shall be the last one i ever think off..
i wont allow myself to say otherwise..
cause the thought of u has always put a smile on my face..

u've got my heart.. and u know it..
its for you to fill or burst,
break or bury,
or wear as jewelry,
which ever :) prefer..

coz my hopes are so high that :) kiss would kill me
so would :) kill me?
so i'll die happy...

u've heard it b4...
now its true..

macho claps
11:43 PM

:: tHe mAn ::

aaron
12 september 1989
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